pweww!! its been a long time since i dropped my last journal entry! how's everyone...havin' fun neh??? ~ oh well, forget about those d*mn piece of school sh*ts and let urself relax for a moment!

*sigh* i don't know what should i do, but then, this post of mine is sumthin' that bothers me after wat i hav watched!!


First of all, i don't want others to be offended on my post! This is PURELY ABOUT MY OPINIONS AND FEELINGS! Its just sumthin' I WNT TO GET OUT! And besides, i'm not SIDING ANY RACIST, its just the fact that there must be sumthin' goin' on behind this controversies! If u feel sumthin' wrong about my post(or if U feel I offended U), feel free to message me, i'll accept it, either good or bad comments!

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Haven't u feel excited, as if u wnt to scream, wen ur watchin' a SPORT? yeah, that's it! SPORTS make u feel good, right?? From those million people, i adore watching the BEIJING OLYMPICS, though i must admit that i don't know all the rules in the games! But then, being a normal watcher, u could tell if there's sumthin' FISHY behind those games!

Last night, as i watched the women's uneven bars game, my disappointment really reach to its limit! He Kexin and Nastia Liukin had the same score but in the end, the first one got the gold medal! For me, i really like wat Nastia executed, she performed it well, her moves were clean and awesome! I'm not being bias, but from wat i watched, she did a great execution(to think that she had almost perfect hop on her landing)

Here's wat i've been ranting for: if He Kexin and Nastia Liukin both got the same score, then, they must have 2 gold medals, right?? It's kinda unfair if one got the gold medal and d other one got the silver medal, 2 think they hav the same score! Ok, forgot about the second-tie break or watsoever u called about that. Liukin said, "It wasn’t like I got second by three-tenths or five-tenths. I had the same score. That’s what makes it a little harder to take." Yeah, totally agree! period!

Oh well, more issues about the chinese gymnasts have been discussing now (issues about their ages w/c clearly explains about bein' flexible, fearless etc of a gymnast) and i hope, the TRUTH must be OPENED for everyone!

Ok, ok, i must end this. Sorry for the inconvenience, but then i want to end up with what LIUKIN's stated:

"Scoring is scoring, that’s our sport. In other sports, like track and field, it’s all timed and it doesn’t have anything to do with judging. You do your routine and you turn it over to the judges. That’s what we’ve been going through our entire lives and we’ve come to accept it.”

I hope I don't offend anyone(at least)... ~ On the brighter sides, let's continue on watchin' the BEIJING OLYMPICS! Happy Day for EVERYONE!!!

 ~ i think its so obvious!!???

I DIDN'T PASS in ACCOUNTING....so that means...i have to look and check for other courses!!!

grrr....it really sucks!!! bcoz of this...i didn't login for almost 2 days....didn't bother to open my PC, didn't bother to check my mails, forums, blog, FS, DBSK - ing, FANGIRLING, etc... i'm really really depressed!!!! ~ i can't accept the fact that i FAILED!!!! ~ i hate bein' WEAK, SUPPRESS etc!!!! i hate negative things...besides, who wants to be lonely forever? bein' ignored by people/friends? anyone..?

ok..back to topic...so where am i? ok.... ~ i've decided to shift on marketing management since i don't wnt to hav irregular sched... ~ and the fact that  most of my subjects that i've taken up in accounting, they would credit that!! so yeah.....i'm finished fixin' it!!! back now in our hauz, i told everythin' on my mom...she's really disappointed on me...she's UPSET...everythin' turned into a BAD DREAM!!! yeah, yeah...its all my FAULT!!!! i always CRAM on my school stuffs.....i always priority unnecessary things rather than my studies!!! ~ i can't defend myself on my mom!!! at the end....my mom told me to take Information Technolody rather than management.. ~ it doesn't matter if i'll be irregular or wat...at least... its IT!!! she reasoned out that there are better oppotunities when i take IT....besides....i love computers... IT is more of computers rather than management...right..? oh yeah.. ~ i accepted it!!! 

at this time...i'm still waiting for the result of the evaluation that the IT's chairperson made... ~ i can't wait til thursday!!! its killing me!!! grrr......

but still...i'm upset....disappointed...and most of all, i'm hating myself now!!! ~

there's one thing that i've promised to myself: by the time i'll be official It student...then....i'll lessen my fangirling....i know its hard for me to do it...by little by little...i'll practice on it... ~
besides... ~ i could fangirl after i finish on studying right..? its just once in a lifetime opportunity.... ~ studies would and must be my first priority!!!

grrr.....i'm pissed off now!! jfksklfjklshfjkhsdfhs *keyboard crashed*

theres a girl who was annoyed with my friend... ~ i dunno but it such a big deal..she even TALKED ABOUT ME...which had nothing  to do with their fights!!!
ok.... ~ before anything else, i'll give nicknames/codenames for the characters of this story i'm goin' to talk about!!!


ME -                                       michi
MY FRIEND -                         leslie
THE GIRL -                            b*tch girl
OTHER FRIENDS -               circle of friends
MAMA -                                 MAMA
MY FRIEND's ex bf -           leslie's ex bf

ok, so here's the STORY:

May 5, 2008 - 11:40 pm : the girl texted up leslie....she told bad things about leslie and so and so forth... ~ since she doesn't have any idea with this b*tch girl, she seeked for help with our circle of friends. They texted up the B*tch girl and then, after a few moments... ~ this b*tch girl started to text bad words against them!!! ~ Sooner, they knew the REAL IDENTITY of this b*tch girl!!!

The next morning, they told me about all what happened and here's the real reason why this b*tch girl suddenly texted LESLIE and said random things about her& us: IT's BECOZ LESLIE'S EX BF IS NOW HER BOYFRIEND!!! plus, this girl is livin' in place where all of US STAY & LIVE!!! watta coincidence!!! OK....before we went any further, we texted up LESLIE's EX BF and asked him if the rumor is true!!! GOTCHA!!! THE girl is PRETENDING TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND!!! sorry gurl....but i pity about u!!! ~ why? bcoz ur pretending to be his boyfriend but for real, UR NOT!!!! c'mon....FACE THE REALITY!!!  and one more thing....LESLIE IS UR WORSIEST ENEMY? OMG!!! ~ i wnt to chck if ur mind is still working or ur JUST a NATURAL IDIOT!!!! try to check all dictionaries, thesaurus etc....and u couldn't find any word like WORSIEST

actually, i'm not that affected between leslie's and the girl's fight... ~ the one that really pissed me off is that SHE CALLED OUR BARKADA AS BASTARD!!!  wtf!!!! ~ excuse me...any proofs? evidences? ~ UR NOT EVEN A CLOSE FRIEND OF US...BUT HECK....U TOLD OUR BARKADA AS BASTARD!!! in the first place....whom do u think u are to tell us about that? ~ 

of course....who wouldn't be pissed off with that kind of stuffs? OKIE...now i've decided: I REPLIED HER BACK....and told her THAT OUR BARKADA WAS NOT BASTARD....AT LEAST, WE KNOW OUR WEAKNESSES AND BEIN' STUPID AT SOME TIME IS NOT A PROB...BESIDES, WE'RE BARKADA,  WE KNOW EACH OTHER!!! AND HECK.....CMON...WE HAVE ETIQUETTE!!! ~ UNLIKE U...A GIRL WHO SUDDENLY POPPED UP OUT OF THE BLUE AND TOLD US ABOUT THESE THINGS? o__________________O

there are so many things she told about us... ~ and it seemed like she's TRYING TO HAVE A FIGHT!!!! ~ ok...i'm deal with it!! oh no...ALL OF US WERE DEAL OF IT!!! <33

she texted us back...take note, she made a SPECIAL REPLY for me: TELLIN' THAT MY MOM AND I are the same... ~ WE'RE SUCH PERSONS who LOVE TO SPREAD FALSE RUMORS!!!! and when did she get this idea? O___o excuse me, ~ WE'RE NOT THE ONE WHO SPREADED THOSE FALSE RUMORS, IT'S OUR NEIGHBORHOODS!!! WTF!!! I"M ALSO PISSED OFF WITH PEOPLE WHO COULDN'T SHUT UP THEIR MOUTH!!! >.<
oh well, its not my mom's mistake if she suddenly saw u, flirting with other guy, knowing that u have a BOYFIEND at that time!!! besides...U SHOULD BE CALLED as 2 timer and BIIIITTTCCCCHHHH!!!! see? why did u react so fast when i replied these things on you? it seemed like ALL OF THESE STUFFS ARE TRUE!!! remember: a guilty person usually reacts FAST!!!!! 

back to the topic, ~ she made a last reply for me: TELLIN' ME THAT i'm SUCH A IDIOT, STUPID, TANGA PERSON!!!! ~ oh well, i'm not that affected but mom was the one who was annoyed!!! ~ i'm not a mama's gurl, but heck...DOES ANY MOM WANTS TO CALL THEIR DAUGHTER/SON AS AN IDIOT, STUPID, KNOWING THAT THE ONE WHO SAID THESE STUFFS IS NOT A CLOSE OF MINE? OF COURSE, its natural if my mom got angry!!! my mom is trembling...she wanted to fight the b*tch girl but still, we have our own DISCIPLINE and so, we kept our MOUTH SEALED!!! 

hours had passed and the girl texted us again, saying SORRY to leslie, to me and to my other friends!!! ~ but its like....SHE's NOT SINCERE THE WAY SHE SAID SORRY... ~ on her last message...she said that its ok if we don't forgive her... ~ at least, SHE ASKED FOR EXCUSE..and that's it!! son in short, SHE's ASKING FOR EXCUSE, but then, SHE's NOT SINCERE?!? USELESS O_____O ~

oh well, this morning....there's somethin' happened between the b*tch girl and my mom....but i don't wnt to talk about it!!! ~ i don't wnt to tire myself just talkin' about HER DRAMAS!!!! TOO MUCH DRAMA!!! >.<

*sigh* ~ thinkin' that all of THESE MESS just came from a TEXT....then, it really made me realized that TECHNOLOGY is a POWERFUL MEDIUM FOR COMMUNICATING WITH UR LOVE ONES...and ALSO...with UR ENEMY ONES!!! 
see..? all of these thing is not really related to me...but from one of my friend...but heck.. ~ it ended up on FIGHTING BETWEEN THIS GIRL and MY MOM!!! ~ WATTA DAY!!!! 


(PS: if u think that there are some "eerrk" english grammar, then, LEMME KNOW...i accept ENGLISH CRITICISM!!! ^^ ~)
(PS: hahaha, PROUD AKO SA MAMA KO...YATTA!! HEHEHE, MAKISAWSAW B NMN S AYW NG MGA BATA? hahaha ~)